A month to forget...

This month started out well, but has crashed over the past 2 weeks. . .

One of my rocks-(a stable NICU kiddo) started to get sick on presidents day, and just tanked. He died 2 days later. It was a tough few days, and in the end we withdrew care so that he could die in his parents arms--the first and only time that they would ever hold him while he was alive.

Patrick and I also decided to stop dating. This has been the most difficult decision I have had to make in years. He is a wonderful guy, and I am hopeful that we will remain very good friends for a long time.

I'm looking forward to March. . .

B